Chapter Nine: All the Terrors of the Mind by HarleyLorhav, journal
Chapter Nine: All the Terrors of the Mind
Dedicated to the one that made me whole upon contact, the one I never dreamed could complete my soul and fulfill my needs.
Decked with these less appealing notes as struck me blankly and with irate, banal imagery, this with thoughts of my latest plans, my last visit with the lady, and my contemplations of death and the moribund or deceased, I approached her house. My heart was low in my abdomen, my feet irrepressible, as I encroached upon her domicile. Thus I would not dismiss my misgivings, my feelings of misfortune, or unfortunate expiration, especially given the circumstance, my environment prolific of such worries as those that arose wit
Chapter Three: All the Terrors of the Mind by HarleyLorhav, journal
Chapter Three: All the Terrors of the Mind
To let the individual I dream about know I do and to show this person that I care I thus similarly dedicate this.
Her lips moved and her larynx worked, but as I watched her I could think of no better use for her abilities than could be stipulated to one of these attributes, anyway. Then her voice, were her head upon my thigh and she spoke, teeth near enough to graze the flesh thereof, her voice would stir my flesh in a rumble of its force felt upon my skin. The tissue would tingle at the motion of her breath and my heart would shrink with appreciation at the engaging contact of air and tremor upon my lower regions and I would involuntari
Chaper Seven: All the Terrors of the Mind by HarleyLorhav, journal
Chaper Seven: All the Terrors of the Mind
Dedicated to the most imaginative creature I have ever known, in human or animal form and to the inspiration he generates that is additional incentive to my existence. It were lost to me—yes, such affection as I required seemed to be the optimal impossible pursuit. Therefore I was shaken of all my spiritual convictions, broken, again, as if I existed to parallel the tragic rejections as had Wren and Randal come to.
Whether by design or through more mysterious means, a thing can deplete its resources on its own, with never a preventative measure set in place against it to check it, none apparent, never an inhibiting devise about to tax
Chapter Eight: All the Terrors of the Mind by HarleyLorhav, journal
Chapter Eight: All the Terrors of the Mind
Dedicated to an individual who I can never forget, someone I will never forget and could never forget.
I was less than elated that Randal was so broken up; consequently, when what would have been a crushing blow to me occurred, I had had taste enough of such recent dejection of a kind so debilitating that I was partly prepared. Well, I was in part already somewhat precarious and apprehensive in a similar enough emotional arena, hence my occupation with such matters of the heart in general set me at less of a disadvantage than I might have been otherwise, if so, that when I was sobered by a depressing, or, to me, crippling event was I of a st
Chapter Four: All the Terrors of the Mind by HarleyLorhav, journal
Chapter Four: All the Terrors of the Mind
Dedicated to the best human being I have met and the personal attention he exhumes. To all things and everything this level of attentive commitment is given, so that the inspiration and he to whom the dedication is offered might as well be powerfully divine.
She never responded, never gave me a look or a sign that she heard onward that moment. Her strut, her swing of her hips, as she strode before me, all served to amplify her sense of security and, additionally, her disregard for the topic, as well as indicate it. The futility of my efforts undid me. Baffling – her disinterest in me at a time when this interest was supposed to
Chapter Ten: All the Terrors of the Mind by HarleyLorhav, journal
Chapter Ten: All the Terrors of the Mind
I will recall the soul as inspired so many a lovely flame as fired, forging thus, desire and that desired once, proclaiming as much as this the muse of much of my creative lust!
Very depressing, therefore, when I saw a stranger moving a box of items – holding it, rather, in his arms once gathering it from his vehicle. He had and now adjusting it for her to idly finger through in examination, he was. Still in the process of moving it, that was, held but a moment at her command and gone in a flash.
I stood cautiously, peering within. I never made a movement, I swear -- not a muscle volunteered itself, not a gram of my frame was mobile,